T.T I miss u.. I really really do.. I hear people say : everyday before a guy sleeps, he will think about the girl he likes.. It applies to me too... T.T every morning and noon and even night, I'm being so strong and independent and stuffs... But right before I sleep, I just wanna talk to u, have some time with u.. T.T... I think I liked u for around one year, or even more than that ... I always see you online I really wanna talk to u but I... I wanna text u but I... I'm just a girl who needs a lil bit of attention foam the guy I like.. Izit wrong to do so.. T.T... If stopping all these means cutting the pain faster, then yeah, thanks for giving more pain to me and make me feel like true love never will exist.. I'll live in fear everyday and live in insecurities... All I wanna say is that, I think I like you.

Today, i have the feeling of heartbreak...... that's totally not right.......

its like....... am i the only one who think so much and he doesn't? am i the only one who cares? always think of the ''am i the only one who.......''  i dont know...

Stop dropping tears so easily, and to those whose worth your tears, will never let them fall.

sometimes i'd rather we can go back to last last time, where both of us are not close at all. that would be greater. we talked so much, even texted so much, but now its like totally diff...........zzz i hate changes so much

T________T

I've got no other place to rant ad.. that's why i come here rant.....

I'm not feeling well for one week already...

before that was just cough and flu.. right now? DIZZYNESS.

I remember when i was young, i knocked the back of my head once. hard on the floor.

and after that, i go back home and sleep, the whole house spins... u noe how it feels??? T_T

and yesterday night i cant sleep well... i turn to the left, spin...i turn my body to the right, it spins as well..

i can only sleep face to the ceiling.. I think i seriously gotta go for one full body check up... hopefully my brain is alright...omggggggggg....

and i sprained my leg when i was in pavillion LAST SATURDAY. imagine, today is friday already, it has been almost a week.... my leg so pain i can only walk like a crippled man.... T____T

i went for doctor, they did give me medicine...but still, i have to walk all the way to campus everyday... around 3-4 times.. how on earth can my leg rest???????????? T_______T

and also how on earth can i rest full day without going anywhere.................

On thursday, we have to go for photoshooting for our bag......... - go out again....

on friday, we have to go for outing because my fren HARDLY and RARELY free to come down to melaka visit us.. - go out again

on saturday, i'm going out with my fren.. as his farewell party... FAREWELL hello! if i missed this i duno when only i can see him again.. so i HAVE to go out with him no matter how....

poor leg......just tahan until sunday ok??? then u can take MC or whatever just rest at home until u're fully recovered.......... Sigh...

there's still one more assignment coming this week... like damn shit...suddenly i feel my life DAMN SHIT.....

and nobody will ever understand...........T___________T

Dear god..........please let me go through this shit..... please let my body recover fully... i wanna be a healthy girl again......... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE my finals are coming soon!!!

i cant study with a dizzy head am i!!!!!!!!!! T__________________T

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Why so many assignments one today!!!! WTFFFFFFFFF

Then Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday I'll be having lots of classes!!

Then since Wednesday onwards till Saturay I'l be damn busy practicing dance!!!!!!!!!